well, currently I am doing just that.
2 or so weeks ago, my step dad told my mother that my brothers and sister and I are basically pieces of shit, and that we are turning out to be just like my real father(in prison for rape, and multiple cases of domestic violence.) Since I was a kid I have been trying and trying to do whats right, and to make my dad proud, blah blah blah. Well, I'm done doing that, I am done calling, I am done stopping by, I am done caring. Fuck you.
One other thing, I get a call today. My 16 yr old brother is in jail for attempted manslaughter apparently. I guess my step dad was right about him. I wish there was something I could do. Fucking Dysfunctional. Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
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Fuck.
Here are some lyrics from Hatred Surge-Isolated Human
This song is how I feel right now, and I have been listening to this record on repeat. Its fast and pissed off grind. Download it.
Isolated Human:
run on empty
sleep for years
blood moves slow
shallow breaths
cold room
isolated
can't feel anything
can't move
sealed in
isolation
self destruction
senses failing
mind goes numb
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Download
If you download this, go fucking buy it. I bought it for 4 dollars. This band is awesome, so support them.
bye.
i look up to you. don't doubt who you are, you have a good heart. i love you, and i'm proud of what you're doing.
ReplyDeleteawh, thanks so much mel. i look up to you, probably alot more than you know, haha
ReplyDeletethanks for the kind words, i love you much